School.

It's been a couple days since I last blogged and it's something I've actually missed doing, so I guess that's a good sign isn't it? I've recently been really considering going back to school but I'm unsure because it wasn't to long ago I was ripping school apart and wanting nothing to do with it. To continue from last time, I strongly believe that schooling is pointless, it's such a factory line when you think about it, starting from kindergarten all the way through college & university. But that's not the thing that really bothers me about it, what really bothers me is the lack of ability to express yourself and be more creative within the fields your learning. I was in a marketing class the first time through, and I was forced to a project on hot dogs, I asked if I could do it on smart water instead because I will do a better job because it's something i'm actually interested in. She said no. I only went to 2 classes after that. They claim to want us to reach our full potential but the limit us by not letting we do what we want to do. Not only that but it's so mundane, I know I could go to a library and self teach myself more then I would learn by going to college. Education has just become another requirement by society. You can't do anything with out one. I know I have to go back and I'll have to make the best of it, but I think I've found a program that will suit me the best out of anything else. It'll be interesting to see how it goes. 

Tay C.

crayola markers.

Art is such a big part of my life, that's all thanks to the passion i found with crayola sketching markers. I had almost lost touch with my artistic side until i found markers. They're great, colorful, simple and i'm able to express the insanity inside my head onto a paper canvas, talking about it's been to much I have to do some tonight before bed, perhaps during tea and a movie. Stocks are something i'm beginning to learn how to buy and trade figure it could be a good thing to learn and start because who know's maybe I'll learn enough to get lucky. It's interesting that it wasn't until I dropped out of a business course that I got into business like things. mental note: more on that later. art time/cod time.

Tay C.

tick-tock

i've been trying to watch this movie for 2 years and i've only ever made it half way through. i've seen it before but only once and i really want to watch it again but i've seen the first half about 12 times so i get bored and typically fall asleep. it would make sense to just start it from the other half right? well i refuse to do that, it's some sort of moral thing i guess. playstation is finally back online, so i can begin to play call of duty the way it's meant to be played again so that's good news. on another note, sorting out my time these last few days has proven difficult i've been having trouble, it seems i can't find the time to do much of anything i really want to do because of work mostly. i feel like this may just be an excuse i'm making for myself to justify not doing as much as i think i want. i don't want to believe that so starting tomorrow i want to start working more things into my after work schedule not to the point were i'm over whelmed of course, but enough that i can balance everything out and equally enjoy it all.

actually it's starting right now i'm determined to watch this movie until the end!
until next time.
Tay C.

first time.

i suppose there is a first time for everything. i've never blogged before so this is first real attempt, i'm not sure if it will be something i'll stick with but i guess we'll have to wait and see. it's 10:30pm where i'm from and i just prepared myself a cup of green tea and i'm about to watch a movie as i read a book. reading/writing is something i've just recently started to pick up i have always been more of a visual person into things like art and video games, video games are something i'm really trying to pull myself away from though. as i get older i'm realising that there is so much more to the world then what you read on the internet and play in games or watch on tv, i guess i'm talking about technology general. that's one of the reasons i'm starting this blog i want to expand and express myself in more ways by focusing more on writing, my art, and really start to experience nature and the outdoors. people are living to much online these days and it's something i feel people need to start getting away from or we're all really going to lose touch with what's the most important thing of all and that of course is nature itself. don't get me wrong i'm no tree hugging hippie, i love playing a good round of call of duty just as much as the next guy and i'm not going to stop. i'm just going to take a step back from that and focus on my other interests and build upon those because one day i do hope to get away from technology as much as possible. as for this blogging thing, it's been nice, i can see myself coming back.

for now.
Tay C.